I numb my heart to stay alive
ill do whatever it takes to survive
i cut and tear my skin
to punish myself and get rid of sin
why cant i love the person that i am
how come know one gives a damn
cant i just smile in the mirror
but then i can c my scars clearer
this is my only way out
I'm gonna scream I'm gonna shout
i hate this monster deep inside
i try to stop it, i try to hide
but no matter what i do
I'm dying, I'm breaking in to
i cant wait when i die
i wish someone would look
and hear my cry
