I went back ya know
i saw the places we use to go
a thousand knives
wouldn't hurt as bad as it does now
id rather burn to death
i hurt myself today u know
i enjoyed it to
the pressure against my skin felt great
i don't know what I'm gonna do anymore
I'm lost
scared
confused
i ripped up Ur picture u know
i cant bare to look at it
as i tore it
chills ran under my skin
i hated the sight of Ur eyes
looking deep into mine
like u use to
i saw her today ya know
shes everything I'm not
I'm sorry i wasn't what u needed
i wish i could be more
u love her and she loves u
what we had was
nothing compared to that
every day a part of me dies ya know
cause Ur not here holding me close
I'm nothing without u
I'm so lonely
i hate that Ur not around
i hung myself today ya know
i hope this pleases u
i feel better now
no pain at all
thanks for pushing me to the limit
i couldn't have done it without you
