To be mine

To all I'm just a shadow
just a kid in the dark
no one wants to be my friend
no one wants to erase these marks

To all I'm just a fool
hiding in the silence
scared for the truth to come out
scared of the violence

I was raped by my boyfriend
betrayed by my best friend
it all happened in just one week
I want this hurt to end.

Here I am a year later
still hiding in the shadow
I am hiding the hurt and distrust
I don't want to let it show.

I cant hold my head up high
I cant act like I'm fine
I just want to feel normal
I want this life to be mine.