Does it make a difference to you?
If I put on a fake smile,
Pretend to be happy,
When I'm screaming inside,
Does it make a difference to you?
if i hide the way i feel,
Block all emotion from my face,
Never let you back in,
All i ever wanted,
Was to love you,
Maybe some kids,
Those words I do,
But I threw it away,
For what?
A life of misery,
A life of Pain,
I guess thats what I get for playing the game,
For throwing you away like yesterdays news,
As soon as I saw someone knew,So Really Does it matter to you?
That every I wake up,
Just to want to go back to bed,
Your the First thing i think about,
Always in my dreams,
The thought of you and me never seems to stop,
And when you went away,
I cried for days,
As a matter a fact I still cry for you,
Because i could have been the girl who you'd say I do,
Just to let you know,
I still Care,
Even though your not here,
Off in the world with someone new,
Too bad I had to let you go,
Too bad theirs things about me you can never know.
