I want to distance myself from this world

I want to distance myself from this world
i can't seem to cry, yet no reason to smile
something just makes me feel that nothings worth while
i don't seem to talk much, not anymore
what's there to talk about, nobody's sure
i drag my feet across the floor, no reason to pick them up
where's it going to get me, i don't give give a funk
i still wake every morning, with a tear in my eye
but something won't let it slip out and cry
some mornings i feel so bad i just want to die
I'll tell you my problems, but you'll only ask why
i listen to yours, try and give answers
from your strange midnight dreams, to your failed romances
it's not my style, i know you don't care
sometimes your near me, yet i can't sense you there
i don't seem to eat much, just enough to keep me alive
I'm not aloud to die, got to let each day pass me by
and when the sun goes down and the moon comes to show
something inside me is dying to know
do you think of me, like i think of you
i know that you don't, i just wish you do
can you remember when i never knew you were there
back in the day, when i used to care
each day had a meaning, each flower a smell
then you entered my life, and changed it to hell
i still love you, with every shattered piece of heart
i think about you constantly, even now were forced to be apart
and i know that you left me, and your now in love with her
but do you ever think about us and what we were
i made you my everything, then you found another girl
i made you my heaven, my stars and my world
i want to distance myself from this world