TOday's the daY

If i had to explain how i feel right now
I'm not sure the words could even compare
but that moment has finally come
and i cant even say that i care
i feel so blind to my surroundings
and I'm naive, so its true
but everything I've said and done
well, it was all for you
and was it worth it?
in the end, i think not
I'd reminisce of all our memories
but you've probably forgot
you only thought about yourself
and somehow its no surprise
but i wonder if I'd asked
if you would've told me lies
still, its all okay now
don't worry about a thing
you didn't hurt me anymore
no, not a single feeling
the sky's not falling down
I'm still here breathing on my own
maybe its just like you said
and maybe I'm better off alone
but before its all over and done
i just want to tell you why
i have never stopped wishing someday
there would be a you and i
but no, i never see that happening
as much love as i have inside
it can't replace all of those things
that you simply can't provide
and don't tell me that its alright
that our love, you just never know
see, if it brings us nothing but pain
we really should just let it go
so boy lets sing it together
cause in the end it doesn't really matter
I'm hurting more than ever before
and I'm only getting sadder
but I'm gunna lay back now
I'ma breathe deep, maybe even smile
I'm going to try and convince myself
that it'll only be a little while
someday this will all be over
yes, that day cant come soon enough
and I'm honestly done with everything
sick of all this love stuff
since u have refused me your heart
well then i want mine returned
but i will always remember the pain
and all the things i have learned
I'll forever hold a space for you
within the depths of my broken heart
but I'm going to let go of you
and today's the day I'll start.