I Could Have Died

Can someone take me away from this awful, dreadful place?
I don't like everybody yelling at me, sometimes I want you out of my face!
I want you to leave me alone, respect my wishes and give me some space.

I want to die, go to Heaven and start a new life...
One without all this denying strife.

All these people are not relying, I can't depend on them to understand.

I want to run away, have my own private land. Somewhere there would be people that care.

I can't bare another second her. Just yesterday someone told me to look in the mirror.

When I look at my reflection in the mirror, I began to see the recollection.

I understood why I couldn't get along if I tried.
I am scared, I need to run away... far away from here and hide.

I tried to cut my vein earlier, and it didn't work.

I tried to strangle myself, but then gave in. I couldn't do it now matter how hard I tried.

If only it worked, I could have died.

*Dedicated to: My Family*

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