All efforts to forget you seem to fail
My white boat of freedom sets sail
As I leave you with my heart still intact
Leaving with just my “tough girl “cover cracked
My heart still alive and beating within
But within my heart is empty for I feel nothing now with a small heart of tin
Unable to stop the whirlwind of emotion
I still think of you on an unstoppable notion
I wish this would all just end as if this life weren’t mine
No matter I still want things not to end this way so the ending let me define
I just want you to slowly fade away
Things were never meant to be as I found out on that dark day
Betrayal, pain, and lies
For all you’ve done, it is you I despise
As much as hate goes, I still want you in my life as a friend
Maybe things between us will mend and this story will have a happier end
