I thought of you this morning
and at brunch
and at lunch
and mid-day
and evening
the only time i don't think about is when i sleep
and even then i dream about you
been a while since I've felt this way
i forgot how much it really does hurt
i don't deserve this pain
its just here
it wont go away
and it's here because you entered my life
i don't want to feel this way to wards you
its your fault
your the one that told me you really liked me
then i was unsure
then I'm the one that really likes you
and now your giving mixed messages
i don't deserve this
you do
i don't even know if you still like me
i need to see you again
even if its just for an hour
or half
I'd even settle for ten minutes
my head hurts more than usual today
ever since i meet you it's like a rolacoaster
some days you'll make me smile
others you'll make me cry
i don't deserve this pain you cause me
however,
I'd rather suffer this pain than lose you completely
i just wish i didn't have to suffer the pain
loss of apatite
lack of sleep
the Doctor said there was only one cure
to tell you how i feel
so what do you say?
are you going to let me live again?
