It's everynight I pray
That I can speak the next day,
Letting everyone know
How well inside my feelings flow.
On the outside I am who everyone sees,
But deep inside that's not me, not really me.
I am a trapped soul.
One that wishes to console,
Her own free world.
A lonely girl,
Who is a slave to her surroundings.
Always wishing
That she could be free.
This girl is me.
Everybody's there
Here, there, everywhere,
But they don't seem to see
Who I am, the real me.
The real me inside.
The one who cries every night,
Always shouting to get attention.
Wishing to soon get the attention.
Wishing she could be more.
Wishing she wasn't ignored.
Shouting and laughers all around,
Everybody running aground,
While I'm stuck by myself deep inside,
Feeling nothing but pain and loneliness inside.
Why do you leave me behind?
Why do you ignore my mind?
Because I know, I see
That you only view the outer me.
You don't think that I know,
That what you're all saying goes
Up and it goes down.
It goes all around.
I know more than you think.
I know way more than you think.
I'm the girl who can't speak right,
The girl who can't hear right day or night,
There's more to me than that.
There's way more to me than that.
With the power I have, what can I positively do
To get through to every single one of you,
To let you all in on my mind?
Nothing, because you're too blind
By my hearing disability,
And so you can't see
That all I want is to spread my word.
Just to be heard.
But that won't happen because people in this world
Don't care about a girl,
Not one like me.
All they want to see
Is perfectionism, which is just a word,
That to me doesn't and won't ever exist in this world.
But things won't change, and so I'm just a girl
A girl who will always be unheard.
Only one person can ever hear me
Hear all my shouting, my tears, my fighting, my pain, the real me.
Instead of waiting around for someone and holding myself,
I know I've always got the lord himself
The people all around, forget them, my heart says,
Because they will never give you the time of day,
Not in the way you deserve.
They are not what you deserve.
Much better is on your way,
And you will have solid bright and golden days.
No more crying,
No more fighting,
No more tears and never again,
Shall you endure pain.
If you continue to believe
That people will change, you'll never be free.
My whole body wants me to ignore my heart,
But if I ignore, it'll just be hard.
Harder and harder more than ever.
I want to let it go all together,
But I can't.
I just can't.
I've opened my arms
Out way too far
I've hoped for too long,
I've prayed for too long,
That everybody could see.
Just to take a moment to see,
But they choose not to,
So what am I to do?
Everything?
Everything in my power, no nothing.
It's no use,
It's no use,
Life is just different for me.
I'll always hope, wish, pray for people to see,
To see my word, my power,
My power of feelings and thoughts on life, such power,
To withhold, but nobody wants to look up.
I look down in sadness,
As I know I'm the girl that'll always be unheard of.
I'll always be unheard of.
