Another Night

Another night filled with sad despair
Sitting here on my own
Tears streaming down my pale face
Inside the pain has grown

Another argument, another fight
I sit there and take it all
Haven’t got the strength to fight back now
I’m slumped in this silent fall

Another poem full of the emotions
I can’t bear to talk about
You would never listen to me
You only scream and shout

Another teardrop falling down
My already watered cheek
Telling the world of my pain inside
The words I cannot speak

Another memory of the past
The abuse three years ago
Flashbacks haunt me to this day
The nightmares, too, won’t go

Another scar upon my wrist
A scar that fails to heal
Blood has poured so many nights
To show that I’m still real

Another teardrop slipping away
Falling on the floor
Can’t stop the pain even though I try
Even though I’m battered and sore

Another thought of you up there
That day I said goodbye
Still can’t believe you’re actually gone
I really don’t know why

Another memory of us together
Not so long ago
If only I could have stopped you fall
If only I had known

Another teardrop, they won’t stop now
Now that I’ve thought of you
Now that I’ve remembered your grave
I don’t know what to do

I don’t know how to cope with this
Night… after… night
Pain and tears only seem to grow
Even though I put up a fight

Even though I try my very best
My world keeps crashing down
All my strength is laid to rest
And so I wear this frown

I don’t how long I can last
In this daily fall
I wish someone would give me strength
And help me to stand tall

But I guess until that day arrives
I’ll stay here and I’ll fight
Then maybe that day when hope appears
Maybe I’ll see some light

Any comments would really mean a lot right now :-( x