My mistakes

I thought this girl loved me but it was just my imagination, but the love i got for her isn't a game like a playstation/ well maybe it is because she did play with my heart, she wanted to hurt me... right from the start/ I'm a very jealous person when it comes to my girl.and i always want it my way, i walked away from her house when i thought she thought i was gay/ i thought she would could after me but instead she stood, walking away feeling dumb i understood/ i wasn't the type to chase for...duh I'm an ugly dude, but walking back to her house i thought i was rude/ rude for walking away trying to hide my tears, plus i was trying to throw away my fears/ i wonder why I'm so jealous but still no answer why, i ask god the same question looking at the sky/ i love you girl and to see you go is to soon, but if you have to go ill clean up the pieces of my heart with a vacuum.