The build up of another Fear

For every day that passes by
Another tear falls
The hurt and pain that makes me cry
Makes me feel so small

Sitting alone everyday
The hurt continues to grow
To get rid of this, I don’t know a way
Soon one day you’ll know

Every tear drop makes a different sound
One you haven’t yet heard
Every drop that hits the ground
More emotions being stirred

Every night that I cry alone
Make the fear stronger
Makes me feel without a home
I pray I shall cry no longer

Every tear that you saw before
Was just the slightest glimpse
Of what shall fall down from my eyes so sore
They have never seen the light since

Why should I bother to fight these tears?
They are too heavy for my eyes
Why do I let myself worry about fears?
Should I even try?

One thing I know for sure
These fears make me weaker
A tear so strong, impure
Making me feel smaller

Who would wish for such pain?
For every night another tear
Standing alone in the rain
A build up of anther fear