by Kelleye Dec 8, 2004
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
Obviously i am not as important as i once thought i was. and then when asked what i was going to do about this, i simply replied nothing, if they don't care about me, i will act as though i don't care about them.that same nite i killed myslef. it wasn't that no one really knew me, they did. just not the girl i really was. so i did the only thing i was used to doing. i cut the skin off my wrist and watched it slightly fold around the knife. the blood began to pour from my veins. i sat there and watched silently, tears of pain and emotion ran down my face. i knew from now on i would have no more pain to deal with. i didn't care where i went. heaven or hell. becuase to me living with this broken heart was hell enough. when blood finally surrounded my entire body. the phone began to ring. the answering machine picked up and i heard his voice, "Kelleye whatever you are doing come and answer the phone baby i love you!" As i got up the blood dripping from my clothes and slowly falling to the floor. my body felt like it weighed 200 pounds. the blood weighing me down, i fell over and hit my head on the bathtub. i died instantly. and the last thing i ever heard was "baby i love you" i don't know if those words were true. but now i am dead and have to live the rest of my life without you |