My Forever

You left the house like any other day
I didn't beg or plead to make you stay.
We said our little goodbyes, with a kiss
I didn't think it would happen, not like this.

When you went under the ground I cried
I thought I would spend forever at your side
What am I supposed to do with my life?
How can I live without my one, my wife?

Life is a game that nobody can win
Even if you spend your days dodging sin.
You were the best person I ever met
Now I'm stuck in this life of sadness and regret.

I long for those days of old
When I could hold you if you got cold.
I'm all alone, and full of sorrow
Dreaming of never seeing tomorrow.

I lost my spark, my inspiration
Now I deal with fear, and hesitation.
I don't want anything, unless its you
No other girls, I only want you.

I miss you more than anything dear
I pray tonight, solemn, sincere.
We had some good times, you and I
Now all I can do is hate and cry.