Alone in the World

I am all alone. No one to console me...
I’m dismantled from what I want to be...
make your paintings but make them not of me.
Whenever I say something to you,
you don’t listen; all you do is conclude.
Now I am week, I cannot speak.
All your apathy is blinding me.
Every day I come home, I’m filled with dismay
for I cannot fall asleep, although I pray
I need to refresh my mind, my body, and my soul.
I have seen this, seen this before
in my memory it’s been stored.
Who can explain, all this pain
we endure...is there no cure?
All my emotions bottled up
have made me be distraught.
I need you to help me through,
for I am always there for u.

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