So I can move on...

by Megan   Dec 9, 2004


I thought I had you
I thought we were right
But I lost you and
my whole world in that one single night
You said you loved me
And that I was your destiny
Then the next minute,
you forgot about me
You moved on so easily
But I held on
I try so hard to smile
and pretend nothings wrong
I almost moved on
and learned how to live
Then you came back
expecting me to forgive
And of course I did
Because I love you that much
All I wanted was to be able to feel your touch
I didn't realize you didn't mean what you said
All the things you told me were lies
that I let go to my head
I wanted"us" and the happiness
I used to feel
But all I got was my heart broken in two
I once again am going through the pain of losing you
I never really had you the second time around,
but I let the thought of us just get to my head
and now I sit alone,
crying in my bed
When will you realize I'm where you should be
I can make you happy
if you'll just come be with me
But you are still a boy that plays little boy games
I cannot change you
I can only cry in shame
I love you
And I just want you to be true
But i am trying to accept that holding on makes me the fool
I don't want to cry,
don't want to shed another tear
But the love that is inside me causes me to want you near
I'm not what you want
and that tears me apart
You are the only one that has my heart
I gave it to you thinking you'd stick by me
But like the wind you are gone
and my heart has been washed out to sea
I'm trying so hard to be strong and let go
But I don't know how to do that when you are all I know
I just want you to come back and say things will go back to the way they were
For you to tell me that I have your heart
Not her
But thats a dream that won't come true
I can't get to your heart
no matter what I do
You want to be friends,
but I want to be more
I've never wanted something so much
or been so sure
So tell me how to let go,
how to move on and be free
Tell me how to forget you
and the love you shared with me
Tell me these things so I can be strong
Tell me things things so I can move on...

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