I cant take it

I cant take it!
i cant take it!
all this happiness
i must fake it!
to fall asleep and never wake up
to fall over and never to break up
these things that make me happy
all taken away
these things that make me sad, haunt me every day
i cant take it!
i cant take it!
these feelings in side!
in no one, can i confide!
i get scared
as I'm compared
as the cutter with the broken heart
i feel my skin, be torn apart
i cant take it!
i cant take it!
i am forever gone
forever far, forever beyond
I\'m happier now
i hope u know how
i cant believe i really did it
on my wrists...i did slit