Y Do I CaRe?

Why do people hate me
and why do i care
it's only their opinion
that they don't have to share.

I'm sick of being a door mat
that everybody uses
why can't people see
that they're really hurting me.

i hate who i am
but i can't change
i would if i could
and I've tried but it will never happen.

no-one will notice
no-one will know
what I'm feeling
and what i cant show.

everybody lies
and nobody cares
and if i died
no-one would notice I'm gone

sometimes when i cry
i wish i could drown my self in tears
and sometimes when i hurt my self
i wish i could become what i fear

depression and tears
are my only friends
they are always there
no mater what

my life is shit
but i don't know haw to show it
i hate being hated but theres nothing i can do to stop these feelings growing.