Dad, how you make me so mad
If I'm glad, seeing you makes my smile go away
And all of a sudden I'm sad
Now looking at you i don't know what to say
Do you want me to run away?
When i saw something you think its a lie
When i sing, I start to cry
Every cry makes my face so dry
Tempted, I try not to cry
I try my hardest to not shed a tear
But..
I cant cause you i fear
You call me stupid
You call me ugly
So why do you make a nick name and call me FUGLY
I'll sit here on my bed and weep
In till I'm finally asleep
Sometimes i say i wanna die
But i think about it and there only one reason why
My dad
Who i truly wish i never had
I know you might think that I'm just saying this
But i don't belong here, he hates me and loves my sis
Since I was in 4th grade
I'd oddly ask kids to trade
And do you know what i wanted to trade?
Its that person that i wish i never had...
MY dad
I hate everything my dad says,every word
I wish i had someone on my side, hopefully lord
Could you imagine?
Wanting to run away since you where in elementary school
Wow i think back and i say thats bull
But unfortunately is not
My friends remind me that my dad had fought,he beat me
And everyone in my school can easily see...
So now, wondering
1. Since my dad has told me he hates me
2. Since my dad calls me stupid and ugly
3. Since my dad told me he wishes i was dead
4. Since he told me to get lost
5. Since he beat me
6. Since he made me cry
7. Since he made me hold that razor blade,wishing I'd die
All those things he has done..
So don't you think I should run?
Run away and be free
go outside and sleep beside a tree
Ive heard someone say "if you fear something you should do it"
Well i fear running away so instead of getting hit
I'm thinking i should do it
So remember me as that girl
Who always would make her own dad hurl
Who's dad hates her so much
That he had to hit me
I hated every touch
Theres only one way to remember me....
Even though u might not know me when you see
I'm the girl who wishes she never had
A mean,scary, and challenging dad
~ hey everyone I'm 13..and obviously i hate my dad..please comment and rate my poem..than xx~
