I wish I would have been there when my grandma died, but I was afraid of death.
I wish I would have told my dad how much it hurt when he walked out of my life, now he will never come back.
I wish I would have kissed mother in front of my friends, I was to embarresed, now I will kiss her forever more.
I wish I would have said goodbye to the love of my life and told him how much I loved him before he went of to war, I was to proud and scared to lose him.
There are so many things I wish I could back and change in my life, but I know they can never change, so now all I can do is wish for the best in the future.
For grandmom to know how much I wish I could have been there.
For my dad to come home and be the man I know he can be.
For Mom to know I am and never have been ashamed of her and how muchh I admire her.
And for my love to come home, so I can tell him of my undying love, and tell him I am sorry, for being to proud to say goodbye to him, and proud that he is protecting his country.