I remember when mum told me what you had,
Cancer she said, and I knew it was bad.
Thought you might die in the night, so I visited you every day,
I said goodbye as I wiped a tear away.
I remember when nan rang to say that you had gone.
And it seems from then, my life has just been wrong.
Christmas is coming, and it just wont be the same
All I want to hear is you saying my name.
Telling me everything will be alrite,
Patching things up when me and mum have a fight.
I wasn’t allowed to your funeral, as they laid you to rest.
I begged mum and dad, but they said it was ‘for the best’
Said I would be upset, as they burried you deep.
Said to remember you as I saw you, fast asleep.
But I never really got a chance to say good bye
Like everyone else, I hoped you would never die.
Cancer is what happens in other peoples lifes,
Like guns, murders and knifes.
But it happened to you I wish it wasn’t true.
The person I love the most in the world is you.
I know that you are still near me, way up high
And now I am not scared to die,
Because I know that you will be there,
And more happy times we will share!
