Daddy..you walked out on me when I was only two
I have no daddy for all the hard times I am going through
You beat my sister and my mom
Then walked around like nothings wrong
You never loved me, told me I was a mistake
I don't think you realized how badly you caused my heart to break
I just want you to be there to love me and be proud
But I receive nothing from you,
not a word, not a sound
I have a void inside of me that no one can fill
The loss of my father, and a pain oh so real
If only you would look at me and see how much I hurt
Instead you treat me like I'm nothing more than dirt
You chose your new wife,
and your new way of life
Forgetting your babies that you made
Thoughts of you only bring a feeling of shame
I just want a normal life, like the kids at school
But what I have been given is a father thats cruel
My heart breaks each time I look in the mirror and see a girl that looks just like you
A girl who is sad and alone and oh so confused
I don't understand, what did I do?
Why did you leave and make me feel blue?
Was it 'cause I wasn't the boy that you hoped I would be?
Or maybe 'cause I'm not smart enough, or all the pretty
I really don't know what it is that I did
But what ever it was, it made you walk out on your kid
You said I'm disrespectful and you want nothing to do with me
Now tears pour out of my eyes and wash out to the sea
Its been two years since we've spoke
But two years later, my heart is still broke
I want a dad, not a broken heart
These feelings of pain are emotionally tearing me apart
Each night i lay in bed and cry myself to sleep
Thoughts of my daddy not loving me cause me to be able to do nothing but weep
You put me on this earth, and then left me just as quick
Sometimes I cry so much,
it causes me to feel sick
I love you so much,
but I hate what you've done
For me its heartbreaking, for you its just fun
No matter what I say I'll never be able to make you see
I will never be able to change the fact that you don't love me
It was all just a game,
and guess what, You've won
I have no more to say,
I'm out,
I'm done
