The Reason is You

I can’t even begin to explain
I don’t know where to start,
I want to tell you how I feel
But I can’t let you break my heart.

Yeah, you’re different from the rest
I don’t know why and I don’t know how.
You just make me feel different from them all
But I don’t want to tell you this right now.

You make me feel like I have a reason.
I should actually stay here to live.
You make me feel like I am someone,
And I have something special to give.

How can I feel this way?
It’s not been long enough.
I’m trying to erase this all,
Because I don’t believe in trust.

I wish I could let myself fall for you
Give you everything inside of me
But it’s so hard when I’m this scared,
Should I let you be the one to see?

It’s crazy the way you make me feel,
When you smile at me in your own little way,
I want to run and hug you forever
But you make things suddenly change.

You give me so many mixed signals,
I’m so lost and so confused.
I wish I knew what I meant to you
And that I wasn’t just something you’d use.

But the thing is, I’m sick of bul*sh*t
I don’t trust any guy with my heart
Everyone has just screwed me over
So how do I know your not going to tear me apart?

Somehow, I can tell that you aren’t like the rest.
You make my stomach twist and flutter,
When I see you it’s a new feeling
Its like you’re my new lover.

Except you don’t feel this way
And if you do, you sure don’t show it.
So how am I suppose to tell you,
When you already know it.

(k, this poem really sucks... sorry guys.)