Blurry Thoughts

Living in the shadows
afraid to move away
isolating myself from the world
scared of what you'll say

i cant take anymore
of this wretched pain
i cant take anymore abuse
I'm already insane

my mind is clouded
my thoughts are blurry
i don't know reality from dream
as my depression blinds me with fury

i cant believe you did this
after all that you told
i believed you in the beginning
but now your words feel cold

meeting you has changed my life
but not in a positive way
now when new love has approached
i know not what to say

or maybe it has been an enlightening experience
maybe just for me
because now i know what to do
when a relationship has yet to let me run free

not free from the person
but free to live life
to shake off my worries
live free of pain and strife