Remember when you

When I am sad and down,
In my tears is where I drown,
remember,
when I was crying,
and I didn't feel like trying?
Remember when I wanted to die,
and I didn't even know why?
You cause my pain,
You are what turns my sunshine to rain,
I know you don't mean to,
but you do,
remember,
you are what makes me cry a thousand sea's,
and my heart's pain is hard to ease,
remember,
when you looked right past me?
and all I wanted to do was die, and set my soul free?
I know you don't know,
I am in deep sadness and woe,
I sit here in silence to wait,
hoping you know you are my soul mate,
Remember,
when I told you I loved you,
and you rejected me, and I almost didn't make it through?
I will stay here with the tears, asking, and waiting for what's true..