Im happy now

When you look at me
you might think I'm sad
but I'm really just reminiscing
about all the good times that we had.

you're happy with her
and I'm really glad
it puts a smile on your face
so how could i be mad?

i know deep down
that you still care
its losing you friendship
that makes me cry of fear.

i really don't want
to see you around here
it would be better for us both
if you just stayed over there.

i finally got myself to realize
that I'm happy now
and i could care less
if you asked yourself "how?"

so don't be shocked to see me happy
and please don't have a cow
just remember this
I'm happy now.