I love my friend
Almost like she's a sister
Sure we have our moments
But I'd be anything for her
But am I selfish when I say
I want her boyfriend for my own
He was my first and only love
If only he had known
Feels so wrong that I want him
To only be with me
I know that you love him too
I'm sorry this has to be
I don't like the way you treat him
I would never do that to anyone
As much as he hurt me
It still won't be fun
I want to see you happy
I don't know what to do
I can't help my feelings
Never want to hurt you
Want to let this go
Just drop all of it here
This is ruining our friendship
Just wipe away the tear
You say you understand me
I don't really think you care
If you did you wouldn't hurt me
Did what other friends won't dare
Yes I'm happy for you
Even though it's hard to see
But deep down inside
This is really killing me
My wound hasn't stopped bleeding
I feel so broken and so used
From when you stabbed me in the back
My hearts been so abused
From you, from him
Can't you see how i feel
Am I wrong in only wanting
My broken heart to heal
Only to have him with me
That is all I really desire
For my world to be complete
The match to light my fire
I'm sorry it has to be like this
That these emotions unfurled
But am I selfish when I say
This boy is my whole world!
THE END
~for now lol this is the point I am at and all of this is from very deep down. these problems and emotions are all so real and i feel great that i can write so easily about it all. thanks for reading this and if you read the others too! please rate and comment. if anything else happens with this situation I'm will definitely be adding more to this!~
