I used to wake up every morning
And slap on my face...my disguise
I used to get nervous around people
Because all through my life they'd spread lies.
I used to be happy and smiling each day
I used to feel peaceful inside
But I got screwed up
My mind got corrupt
And I tried to fight for myself.
But I still didn't win
They sank the knife in
As the tears burned in my eyes
Too long had I weeped
Screamed in my sleep
Little did I know that the pain
had only just begun.
And still some days
I think right back
And the heart-breaking cold tears
Run back down my face
My treacherous past constantly
Haunting,
Reminding,
It will never go away
So now I'm gonna build a good life for myself
And live it how I want to.
