Breaking down

One day you were on the phone to me,
The next it was all gone,
I got the phone call on Saturday night,
Ill never forget the sound of the voice when I answered,
All it said was “I’m so sorry, but he’s gone” then sobs.

I didn’t know what to do,
It hadn’t hit me yet,
I tried to comfort your mum,
But I don’t think anything I said could have helped,
You her only son had just been taken from her.

Not only her but also you had left me too,
What could I do?
It didn’t hit me for a while,
The next day driving in the car listening to your fave song,
Reading the last text I’ll ever get off you I broke down.

I would never see you again,
Or hear your voice,
I knew you were feeling down,
But I didn’t realise you were so sad I wish I’d done something,
I’m so sorry you felt that way I’ll love you forever R.I.P A.P. x x

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