This was your fault

You had no right treating me the way you did,
I was a grown woman not a stupid little kid.
All that abuse i took just to please you,
It hurt me inside but you didn't have a clue.
I had to be at your beck and call everyday,
And if i wasn't you'd have something to say.
You always had a way of making me feel small and weak,
When you'd raise your fist to my cheek.
All them lies i had to tell, and all them nights you made my life hell.
Everyday you made me want to die,
So that night i had to try
Tablet after tablet i took
How many exactly i couldn't look.
All i could think about was getting rid of you
And there was nothing anyone could do.
until i woke up in a hospital bed
Thats when i realized i wasn't dead.
My mum asked me why i did it, and what had gone so wrong.
I couldn't face telling her i didn't belong.
All this pain my mum felt was all your fault.
It was then i realized, i had to stop all this and stand up to you.
It wasn't fair what my mum was going through,
So i called you up, took a deep breath and told you where to go.
And ever since that day I've been stronger.
Because i know i don't have to put up with your sh*t any longer.

Please tell me what you think. thank you.x