So many things going on inside my brain
So many thoughts racing back and forth
I'm so close to going completely insane
Trying hard to pick the right course
Maybe i could swallow too many pills
Or i could quietly slit my wrist
But just the thought gives my body chills
So I'll just close my eyes and tighten my fist
Death looms over me as one
Just one step closer to my own death
Fighting the fight i haven't yet won
Fighting to find a reason for my very next breath
