The Last Goodbye

Only everything was separating us
I doubt anything even gave it a try
no matter how many tries we did
It seemed only worse every time

I tried to make her think
that everything was going smooth
no matter what happened
I wanted her to believe it was true

I thought that we would be together
and I always thought of the day
that I would kneel and propose
And hoped of what she would say

I enjoyed every moment with her,
the only times I've regretted
was when I was not with her
And the times that she was rejected

Many times she and I cried
and we talked about everything
from what bothered me and her
And that was a wonderful blessing

Not just for me, but for me and her
remembering the times we had had.
Staying outside for hours thinking of her
During those moments, I was glad

But some things are not meant to be
the sadest parts are what they become
like me and her, believing wrong
Not knowing a truth to come

In that cloudy and rainy day
the words came out in tears of pain
of how the last moments would be
Knowing we will never feel again

As I said unwillingly...
'Because I love you, we cannot be
no matter what we do to change it
Life does not want you for me'

I left, and could not look back
knowing that I would see her no more
never again could I let myself feel her
As the feelings that we had was now tore

From the love that I thought we had
to knowing the truth almost too late
the entire time was an unreal love
Love that was disguised by our fate