My Innocence

Outside my halo fell
When you ripped it away
If i decided..you\'d go to hell
,But I have no say

And when my innocence was murdered
Inside i was dead
If you had gone any further
Blood would have shed

Why\'d you have to take advantage
Of my body that afternoon
I didn\'t think you were a savage
,But i shouldn\'t have assumed

And why\'d you have to hurt me
I\'m now crushed inside
Could you not hear me?
Telling you to stop as i cried

Why do you have to stare?
And lick your lips in lust?
It\'s totally unfair
Why did i have to lose all trust?

I refuse to cry
My green eyes hurt so bad
I spent so long try\'n to hide
Cuz i was so damn sad
And memories they crush my trust
These damn memories of your disgusting lust
And these damn memories wont hold me down
Because I\'m a new person, I\'m stronger now
I couldn\'t fight you off my body but I\'ll fight you outta my mind
And now i feel loved the one thing i was tryin to find

Please comment/ vote my poems means alot thanx xoxo -rachee