I Am To Blame

A part of me will always want you
I know I always will
For there is a piece of my heart
Only you can fill

I have wasted months
Thinkin' it over, thinkin' it through
Precious time, I am merely throwing away
It scares me, yet I continue to do so

I hurts
It hurts so much right now
Everytime I think of you,
Is like another pin through my heart
A reminder of what I have lost

But wait, I didnt lose you
I pushed you away, pushed you to the side
Like I expected you to always be there
That forever, will remain on my conscience

Do you ever wonder,
What things would be like if everything turned out differently?
I know I have, I still do
I wonder if I could have been happy?

I feel on the verge of tears
What on earth have I done?
Have I rid of one of the only good things to come into my life

Listen to me
When life gives you treasures,
Grasp onto them
Don't do what I did
And just walk right past whilst giving them a kick in the face

Im crying now, and it hurts so much
But I deserve it
I know I am to blame

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