One hand
To lend
To help me through
Till the end
But to bad
That belonged to a person
That was mad
Mad at life
Always used the knife
Shutting me down
Inside and out
I'm always depressed
I look a mess
This is my test
To make it through this
To control my fist
My anger was always
Deep down in my soul
It's a hole story untold
I'm about to loose control
So many feelings
Running through my head
It's like my brain is being feed
Of toucher and killing
So I take the knife
Make a slice
Feeling ever so nice
To get rid of my life
But I know it isn't right
I side down the wall
And close my eyes
Remembering the lies Ive been told
And close my eyes
Remembering the lies Ive been told
But it feels like my mighty has been falling
I hear calling souls
It feels like a whole new world
In this one tiny hole
I open my eyes
Am I still alive?
I lift my self up
Over the counter
I see bloody tears running down my face
I'm in disgrace
I suck on my bloody wrist
Hoping it would fix things wrong
This life is so long
So far it isn't nice at all
I whip my tears
Knowing there is only toucher ahead
And next time I might just end my life
