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by Astoria Dec 12, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Here I am. I have laid down my life. Sharpen the guillotine and please make a clean slice. I’m done. I’m finished. This is the end of the road. Mother, pray for me. Father, please put down that axe.Father, Father. Please stay home today. It’s raining outside… Do you remember when we used to play? No one knew... Behind the smiles That I was screaming inside. Father, I’m hurt. And it’s all because of you. You took my life into your hands. You shattered my body. Left me with a tattered soul. I gave you everything. Flesh. Blood. Tears. Please Father, Let me keep the only thing I have. Pride. No, not again. It’s so hard to look at you When your eyes are swollen. How can i kiss you goodnight When you have bloodied my lips? Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same Mother, Mother. How could you? Stole from your own daughter. Nothing left for me here. Maybe I should just go. I hope you miss me when im gone. One time i caught all my tears. I bathed in them. I remember the taste. Please my friend... don’t leave me now. I need you so much. Don’t cut the oxygen that’s flowing through my veins. Remember me. Forgive, Never Forget. I hope you miss me when I’m gone. I know I missed you. That’s why I have to leave. Goodbye long road. Hello Eternity. And in these few seconds my life flashes before me. I see your smiling face. Kissing me one last time. The end of "Us" The way you looked at me that night. Who is she? Just a friend. Now I’m just a memory.I see the blade rush forth no more pain. eternity awaits. Goodbye cruel world. Please pray for me when I’m gone