No Longer

I look and see it lying on my bedroom floor
That shining tool that’s made life worth living for
I stare into it with my own eyes reflection
But all that’s staring back is a darkening depression

My eyes shift to see all my old scars
Each one slightly faint, yet freed me from pain’s cell bars
I think that this is no longer enough
That life, once again, has grown too tough

So I make a new slice down each of my wrists
There is nothing on this earth I will ever miss
I look down and see the crimson leaving in a bloody red
And I finally feel relief start to spread

No longer be called my own self killer
No longer watch repeats of him hurting her
No longer having to hide myself in sickening disgrace
No longer be tormented by that someone’s haunting face

No longer having to walk with my head hanging low
No longer making sure my pain doesn’t show
This evil place I will no longer have to see
How good all this relief feels to me

I no longer need to live, all my blood has bled
My tortured soul has left my bleeding body and fled
Now let my body rest in some kind of peace
I no longer have to live now, at least

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