I miss you so much it's killing me

Oh how its been so long now
since i touched your sweet face
but memories uplift me
send me to a happy place

i don't know why i miss you
or why i even try
those salty tears remind me
just why i want to die.

whenever i hear your name
my stomach starts to turn
my heart is yet to mend itself
i guess I'll never learn

your eyes, they're so addictive
i wish i could turn away
but I'm stuck so deep inside your gaze
i cant give in today..

i wish you could just leave
and please don't say goodbye
i know I'll never get over you
i couldn't if i tried

...i miss you so much it's killing me