Pondering The Worst

Im sitting here wondering,
How this is going to end....
Will we be as a couple?
Or only be passing friends.

We met 14 years ago,
When we were just mere kids,
I never would have thought back then,
That things would wind up like this.

Since then, I've had a child,
A precious little girl,
You have never met her,
But to me she is the world.

I promised myself a long time ago,
That I wasn't going to get her attached,
To anyone who came along,
That I thought at that time, was my match.

To me you seem like a good person,
I've never known you to do much wrong,
Are you ready to get involved?
Or am I just a tag along?

Did things move to quick at first?
Since we wern't really strangers?
Did we jump strait into something?
With just the touch of our fingers?

I've been with you for some time,
And it seems that now you are leaving,
How can I explain to you.....
This empty, tearing gut feeling?