I close my eyes,
Tears streaming,
Flesh being cut,
New tears, new pain, same reasons,
Where's my hero? Where's my rescuer?
Who will save me?
Who will love me?
Blood is seeping through my wounds,
This is a new, but known pain,
A pain that lets me escape,
Escape into my other world,
It's black...
It hurts, but at least i understand,
It's much more clear...
Than the other pain:
Being alone, and unloved,
by the ones who should love me the most..
