Teen heartache

I waited and waited
For you to come
You never did
I was so dumb

I thought you liked me
I thought you cared
I couldn't ask you
I never dared

You just used me
Used my body
For your pleasures
I'm just so sorry

I don't know why
I regret it so much
I enjoyed the time
I enjoyed your touch

I can't handle it
I never could
I'll hurt myself
I think i should

But now I've realized
I was just stupid
For even liking you
I'm just a kid

So now I've moved on
I'm mature and understand
What I felt was a crush
A wave of the hand