I remember the first time i heard u cry...
it was the night i told u i was going to die...
i took too many pills i didn't know what to do...
then i imagined being dead, and never seeing you...
i broke down in tears, you did the same...
you told me i had to throw them up, and it wasn't a game...
i was too weak to move, even from my bed...
i heard your mournful cry, play over in my head...
i told you i would be alright, i wasn't sure i would...
i told you i want to go back, if only i could...
i told you, no matter what happens, i will always be with you...
then i heard your cry, and how it slightly grew...
i was so weak, i couldn't even stand...
i really needed you there, to forever hold my hand...
i slowly drifted away, and finally fell asleep...
you told me no matter what, in your heart would be my keep...
i woke up the next morning, glad to be alive...
all i remember was for you i did survive...
~this is from a very terrible night i had with my boyfriend... I'm so sorry that i put him through that... he almost lost me forever... and I'm sorry...~
