Thoughts of You

So I\\\'m sitting here in the dark
just chilling in my bed
while i sort through all the thoughts
flying through my head

No matter what i try to think
no matter what i do
even if i try real hard,
my thoughts go back to you

Back to when you loved me
back to when you cared
back to when feelings
weren't the only things we shared

Back to"the good old days"
that i wish were still around
when finally i thought
true love was what i found

I was just so happy
having you in my heart
and i thought you loved me back
but, no, we had to part

So what if we only lasted a week?
that was a big deal to me!
I really cared for you a lot
and thats how its gonna be!

Trust me i hate loving you!
i cry about you every night
its painful to keep loving you
but sorry I'm not alright!

I try real hard believe me
to disconnect my feelings for you
but I've tried almost everything
..i don't know what else to do.

please comment thank you!