No matter what I go through

How can you feel complete
and whole with love
and the next minute feel like crap
like you\'ve been hit, pushed, and shoved
how can i feel so alone
when i\'m in a crowded place
how is it one minute i feel happy
and the next nothing but disgrace
what happens when the one i run to
can\'t help me anymore
i want to run to you
but know i can\'t in my core
do you really love me
or am i being used?
i hate being like this
i just keep getting confused
i know you\'ve made mistakes
for i have made them too
but this horrible feeling i have
i\'m sorry to say is nothing new
my heart yearns to be loved
then my mind hungers to be alone
i\'m working against myself
neither side will be overthrown
but somewhere between the hopes and fears
lays the line between truth and lies
you\'ll find my soul there
and all the tears that i\'ve cried
tear keep building up
but can\'t seem to fall
wondering if you\'ll always be there
or never be there at all
i keep smiling
but under my skin
my feelings are all tangled
i no longer know what\'s within
so please just give me time
and help me know whats true
i may get upset, i may even cry
but no matter what i go through....
i will always love you!!!