The urgency in his voice scared me
Get in the car, lets go he said
I started crying I knew something was wrong
Erin tried to kill herself he said
She could die
The whole way home I couldn't think
If I got home and she was dead what was I going to do
How could she do this to our family
We walked in and there she was laying on the bathroom floor
Vomit surrounded her
and the room smelt so sour
I went in my room and shut the door
I couldn't listen to her throw up again
They went to the E.R. I stayed home
I couldn't bare to see what they would do to her
She's my only sister and I love her to death
But if she would have died
I probably would have hated her guts
She slept with me the next 3 nights
Her body laid warm against mine
I couldn't get over the pain and the thought of her leaving me
I slipped out from under my covers and began to cut
No one know about me or what I was doing
Just as long as Erin is okay...life is good they say
So last nite in my room I finally got the guts Erin couldn't quite gather
I cut away at my veins..and now what do you think they will say? We had no idea that poor girl..
Now shes gone forever more
