I used to

Have you ever cried so loud
you woke up the town?
Have you ever heard the whispers of His voice?
Have you ever talked to Him
about your day?
Have you ever asked Him to show you the way?
I wanted....You
At least I used to

Have you ever lost your faith to something stupid?
Have you ever forgotten his word?
Have you ever wished you were someone else?
Have you ever forsaken Him in His own house?
Have you ever asked for your faith back on the footsteps of his door?
I wanted...You
At least I used to

Have you ever been forced to love Him and was to stubborn?
Have you ever cried the tears of saddness as your claiming maddness?
Have you ever been so vain all your pain was shown on the outside?
Have you ever...been so alive?
I wanted...You
At least I used to

Have you ever hated Him so much, that you could not stand the touch of your own mother?
Have you ever screamed and yelled and crashed?
Have you ever been so sad you laughed?
Have you ever said forget it?
Have you ever said I HATE YOU!
...I used to