Nothingness

Nothingness.
Have you ever felt it?
Nothingness...
The extreme coldness when you are insanely over heated?
The mixture of excitement and boredom... So, Nothing.
Like every emotion has another canceling it out.
And you long to feel. Just anything. Any emotion. Just a little bit of human emotion.
And you cant.
Nothingness.
The fullness of your empty mind.
And you would do anything to just feel.
Depression takes over nothingness 100% of the time.
But shouldn't that make you happy?
Happy that nothingness has vanished.
Happy that you feel.... even the depression. It is a feeling.
So this insane theory of nothingness never ends.
Because happiness cancels depression.
And now nothingness has returned.
You are nothingness.
Your calm soul is frustrated, and you are nothing.
Blank
You have felt it, haven't you...?
Or am I crazy.
Insanely sane in my state of nothingness.
Blank.
Nothing.