I remember when
life was so easy
no tears fell
no on judged me
when i was so young
everything was carefree
now i cry for hope
fallen down to one knee
i want to be a child again
fewer tears
so much pain
threw out these years
when you look at me
not everything is as it seems
my hands shaking
can you hear my silent screams
my only dream is death
cutting from my wrist to elbow
the stinging pain
watching the thick blood flow