Nothing...

Bearing nothing but pain;
Fearing nothing but rejection.
Dreading each pound I gain;
Wanting nothing but protection.
Portraying nothing but love;
Feeling nothing but self-hate.
Eating nothing but feelings;
Throwing up all that I ate.
Praying for nothing but answers;
Trying with all of my might.
Giving all that I have;
Losing every single fight.
Carving nothing but scars;
Pain’s nothing I can’t bare.
I feel it every single day;
When no one seems to care.
Living nothing but failures;
When pursuing nothing but dreams,
Voicing nothing but silence;
Shouting nothing but mute screams.
Wanting nothing but angels;
Pushing away all angels alike.
Understanding how easy it is;
For friends and their love to go on strike.
Losing nothing but hope;
Crying nothing but tears.
Wanting nothing but love;
For all these nothing years.
Asking nothing but questions;
Wanting nothing but an answer.
Am I nothing but nothing?
And will nothing be I-forever?